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i take it back. i hate myself, i had part in it too. i am such a bad person.
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[08 Feb 2005|08:52pm] |
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I really hate you. and most of all i hate what you did to me.
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[05 Jan 2005|08:12pm] |
thats good because I work at a pizza place
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[02 Jan 2005|11:28pm] |
MMM I love cuddling with you on your couch and watching movies. I lub you.
<3 Marlee
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[01 Jan 2005|12:59am] |
Well, this was almost about to be the shittiest night ever.
But you and me, we got to hang out. and i loved it! =)
Holding Hands + You and Me Singing (badly) to Ashlee Simpson + the first kiss of 05' = the best night ever.
=)
<3 Marlee
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| Contemplation |
[24 Dec 2004|11:25am] |
*So today is Christmas Eve and once again, I'm not at all excited.
*I am going to write a song called "Emo is for Suckers," i just think it sounds cool.
*Paul just walked into my room and said,"Hey Marlee wanna play a game of chess." I said,"No." Paul replied,"Well can Steve and I play a game with your Chess board?" what a con man that boy is.
*I am really really craving a Venti White Mocha Frap right now.
*I talked to my sister yesterday, I love how she thinks if she cries, people will feel sorry for her. Well it worked. I kind of do.
*I talked to this hot guy, we're gonna hang out hopefully. he knows and likes how to dance, i want to take him to prom. lol.
*Romie got me this fab fab Marilyn Purse. It's effin huge and sooo pretty. I love, I love, I love it.
*I can't wait to open my Uggs tonight.
*I want 2005 to be better than 2004, i think everything that could go wrong went wrong it sucked lots of ass.
*My Fatty owie on my arm hurts like all hell, its like a fat scrap with a bruise underneath.
*I am going to Neener's next week, thank God, I need to get out of here for a while. So effin boring. I just have to find a way up there cuz my madj doesn't want me to drive. She's afraid my car is going to get broke down and someone is going to kidnap me. I was hello, does this mean your never gonna let me drive anywhere. She said yes. Um I think she needs a reality check. Oh yeah she doesn't want me to ride the train either. She suggested I take an effin plane from Monterey to Sac. How rediculous. $474 that i'm not paying.
*I need money. I found this gorgeous Marilyn Monroe Seven year Itch Dress at Macy's in Salas. I effin love it and I am going to buy it after XMAS. haha I found my prom dress already. I figure I'd start early.
*Efff there are like 3 empty starbucks cups, I havent had one in 2 days, im such a druggie, i can't handle not having caffeine or however you spell it.
*I have to find something to wear to YaYa's without looking like, as my madj says, a streetwalker. apparently i don't wear enough clothing or its too tight and i wear too much make up esp eyeshadow. I just in general attract to much attention, she says, like a street walker. Thanks Mom I love you too. She says she only says it cuz she cares. Rigghhhttt.
*Room=EFFin Messy
*Myspace=addicting
*Nails need to be filled as well as a pedicure
*I love how Stal takes my calc Notebook in my car and writes down lyrics of songs she hears so she can come DL them on my comp. It makes me giggle. i love you beezy.
*Ashley makes me smile with all her cheerfulness.
okay im done I need a shower and a Starbucks bad.
<3 Marlee
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[19 Dec 2004|10:52pm] |
Ich liebe dich, meine Liebling, von ganzen Herzen, über alles.
Du bist nur die eine.
Vergessen mich nicht.
Liebe,
Marlee
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[16 Dec 2004|10:51pm] |
She says
"you have to hurt before you can even be happy."
i am tired of hurting. this was the last straw. i need a happy thought.
"I was so impatient, i hated guys and i thought the only person that would marry me would be Paul."
I am more impatient than you. So there.
"When you feel it, you'll know, there will be no worries. Everything will be perfect. It's like having a best friend around all the time."
I want it.
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[12 Dec 2004|09:28pm] |
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My subconscious loves the chase, but i don't it sucks.
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are you going to be waiting up when i get home? we’ll stay up all night, getting drunk and watching sunsets on our porch
i’m falling for you...i’m falling for you...i fell for you
i’m dying to explain my heart to you now
i’m dying to explain my heart to you now
there’s so much on my mind it’s tearing me apart
there’s so much on my mind it’s tearing me apart
i’m falling for you
i’m falling for you
i fell for you
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[09 Dec 2004|09:33pm] |
There You go,
Giving your Heart back to him.
You should wait around and see if they care.
But go ahead and see How There Is Nothing There.
You Gave your Heart Away
Nows Theres not much left to say
And im hurting anyway.
and thats how it seems to be
Your Wasting all Your time.
On a situation that your so much better than.
So now you know.
youre so betrayed. at this rate,
You wish it would go away.
Anyway i guess you know theres a price to pay.
For the trust you've given so easily away
Your wasting all your time.
On a sitation that should have known better.
But now i guess you'll see what it means to be Heart Broken.
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[02 Dec 2004|03:28pm] |
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[18 Nov 2004|10:13pm] |
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So i asked the person I wanted to go with to Winterball. I was simply shot down like a duck during hunting season. I don't want to go now. I want to go with someone whom I know I will have fun. And I feel pretty pathetic because no guy has/will/going to ask me. I had to ask him and it was a no. Fuck I hate this. I wanted this to be a fun Winterball. The last two have been shit. Last year my date took me to Jamba Juice. Fuck this I hate life. I guess its cuz I am always expecting things. Denise always says "When you least expect it, expect it." I am so impatient that I can never least expect it. Screw this. I guess me and my pretty dress will have a date on the couch watching tv.
On another note:
Does a girl have to settle for second best to be happy?
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[25 Oct 2004|09:37pm] |
Take the quiz: "What Kinda Kiss R U?"
Tender Kiss
The tender kiss is the feeling where you can be anywhere and show your feelings.
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[14 Oct 2004|11:16pm] |
i have come to the conclusion along with chrystal that well when it to comes to guys i am weird. not wierd, just my brain functions funny. I seem to fall harder for guys who don't like me back. it's like a challenge for me to get them to like me the way i like them. the more they don't feel for me the way i do for them the harder i fall and the more attached i get. then when a guy likes me i guess i like them for a while but then i get bored. its no longer challenging. i guess i am competitive.
Me: i think is that i get sooo attached to the guys i can't have, the guys that don't feel for me back, its like a challenge that i yearn for
Stal: yeah and the guys you could give a shit for come crawling to your feet
Stal : lol
Me: lol
Me : yep
Me : then i date em and kick em to the curb
Stal : haha
Stal : cause your a hardcore motherfucker thats why
Stal : lol
Me : yep
so here's my self analysis for the day.
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[26 Jul 2004|12:50am] |
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I got back from cheer camp yesterday. It was awesome!!! We got top team at camp and we are going to nationals in Dallas! WOOT!!! I am so excited.
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He called!
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